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Saturday, July 17th, 2004
6:31 pm	its been a while i havent really talked about anything lately. as many of you know im single now =D. I really like it. i dont have to worry about anyone cheating on me, and i can hook up with anyone i want. ive lost around 20 something pounds so i look a bit better too. the only thing right now thats been bothering me is my social life. shit has been going down that pisses me off between my 'best friends'. im not really going to talk about it because its stupid and i think it will blow over soon. i took a quiz today heres my results Your Heart is Black What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla sad right? yeah i guess its true in a way. i dont think i was really ment for the whole love thing. i dont even know why i bother updating this shit no one reads it hahaha. ok im out later
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Monday, July 5th, 2004
1:09 am	happy birthday america wow today was so bad. first off it took us 2 hours to figure out where wed get are brew then whos going in what cars. we went to glen cove beach. some people got drunk others didnt. three people ended up crying. i went home cause everyones lame
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Sunday, June 27th, 2004
4:25 pm	hey loves ♥Vickxbrooklyn and ♥Angxkillyou Plan to have a handful of superior kids. Enjoy opportunities to almost elope weekly. Have still not exactly determined who is more ticklish. Orchestrated by ianiceboy last night was my brothers 20th birthday party ang and i drank from 10 at night to 4 30 in the morning. it was great...something happend on the phone that made me really happy to =)
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Monday, June 14th, 2004
11:19 pm	today was ok except for one thing. we went into a comic book store,me douris stolla, ang, and nick and we knocked over this figure of storm from x men and it hit into this larger figure of captin america. yeah so there was a tiny scratch on his little hooker boot. well the man who owns the store is a crazy ass hole and he made us pay for it. it cost us 136 he charged us 147 with tax. i put in the money pile $83. that was the only money i had left from work. i know what were we thinking paying for that shit. but he was threatening to call the cops. and i wasnt into the mood to get pigs involved =( so after dan came to nicks and i hung out with him it was good i was happy to see him. i wish i could see him longer cause i really miss him and stuff...
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Friday, June 11th, 2004
9:26 am	I'm at school and I just finished cleaning out my locker. The years go by faster and faster as I get older. I think daves supposed to pick me up after school. I have the slight feeling he wont though. Last night me and and douris stayed on the phone for a while talking about stuff. xkillyou was playing some dumb game where aliens attacked her goldfish and this thing would shit fish, I dont know I think its weird if you ask me hah. I think I'll be drinking tonight. It will be the first time for a while..I'm not exactly sure how much my tolerance has gone down but i assume a considerable amount. ahh this day is going by so slooowwwww... ok I'm finished arent you guys glad im not bitching about how bad my life sucks? x x x
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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
3:43 pm	eh i keep thinking im feeling better about the shit that happened the other night, or maybe i'm telling myself to be. i feel better when im doing something but then when i sit down and have nothing to do i start thinking about it and get really upset. i never knew something like this could get me so depressed. i havent ate atall lately either. i dont know if im not eating because i want to lose weight (remember skinny in our society = beautilful) , or because im really mad at life. i wish someone or something could cheer me up. friday i think im going to drink my ass off, ya know drowned my sorrows. im afraid if i do ill just end up being more miserable. i never knew someone could hurt me so much...
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Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
6:38 am	last night was a really bad night. someone made me cry..i'm not a total dick so i wont say who it is. but what happend really made me depressed. my self esteem went down like crazy. later today im going to nicks house with angela and were going to do his hair for his senior pictures. maybe ill feel a little better being around good friends rather than being in lame school. i think this weekend will be fun. dan cant hang out with me which is sad because our 3 month was on the 7th. i dont know why i bothered typing any of this no one will comment, no one will care.
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Monday, June 7th, 2004
9:28 am	hahahaha killlerblanks77's LJ stalker is xmilligramsmile! xmilligramsmile is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out! LiveJournal Username: LJ Stalker Finder From Go-Quiz.com
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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
9:56 pm	i hate all of you. you guys never comment unless i said something that makes you want to either say someting mean back or to eachother
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Monday, May 31st, 2004
12:29 am	friday was fun we went to sea cliff to see nsg then we went to the beach. nick almost crashed his car into a pick up truck then into some rocks. we went to chris's and everyone but i was drunk (work the next day early). stoller and this kid smoked week so i had to make a soda bottle bong for them, suposedly it worked well. saturday i had work. and today i went to a bbq. it was funny cause DAVE SAID SOMETHING STUPID FOR ONCE!i bet im the only one who rememberd to put that in my lj. we drank and two guys kissed =). then we went to nicks house around 12 to bury his hampster whos been dead for 6 months haha. im home now and i just tired to call dan cause i love him and i miss him but he doesnt have service where he is =(
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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
10:20 am	ok i have to have a new entry because my past few ones everyone who comments is being mean to eachother. im reading a book right now called vlad the impaler its pretty good. and last night a got some movies that no one would watch. plan 9 from outer space, a dvd with vincent price on it, space monsters, and this old school silent film. laurxblunt should be coming to new york soon. im pretty sure ill be going to visit her in western mass this summer. ok im out
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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
8:58 am	alright im gona make an entry about something that happend last week. i didnt think this was a big deal but aparently jess had to tell everyone and make this into a bitch fight. In health class mr. cologin told me how he liked my bandanas and how it looks good in my hair. I then took it off to show him how i was having a bad hair day. Jess who sits next to me pulled my hair. My reaction to this like many peoples would be to pull hers back, so i did. Just about with the same amount of force maybe a bit more. For the next 5 seconds she made a scene and screamed in the middle of class. "OWWWWW WHAT THE HELL I DIDNT DO IT THAT HARD JESUS CHRIST". After that i wrote her a note saying i didnt mean to hurt her i just dont like when people fuckin touch me. Thinking this shit was over i didnt think anything of it and i went to the rest of my classes with out thinking twice about what happend. When i got to 9th period two girls told me how jess said i randomly grabed her hair and pulled it so hard i almost pulled her off her chair. Yesterday someone two other people told me jess's version. One was that i grabed her hair and smashed her face into the desk. The other was that i pulled a chunk of her hair out. OK i dont see how its possible to grab someones hair, smash their face into the desk, pull them off their seat, then rip the rest of their hair out, all in the matter of a second. I swear this girl cursed me out for longer than this whole scuffle happend. I would like to talk about this to her in person but im afraid it will turn ugly. So now that everyone knows what actually happend im not gona type what i want her to know. Dont go around telling people shit that happend its lame and you always tell me how your not like most calre place students well you really dont show it by spreading rummers and lying your fucking ass off. You tell me you dont like when people hit you, well do you think i do? Do you think anyone does? This is some advice for the future, dont hit someone unless you expect to get hit back. When you read this dont commment if your going to be a bitch about it.
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Friday, April 23rd, 2004
7:32 am	new icon aint it funny?
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Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
7:30 pm	sick i dont know whats wrong with me but i keep getting sick. Now i have tonsillitis and conjunctaa..fuck it i dont know how to spell it what i mean is i have pink eye. the good thing is that i dont have to go to school tomorrow..the funny thing is i have already infected half of my school because i would rub my eyes then i would touch door knobs and such.alright im done buhbye ~Lyn Hill
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Friday, April 16th, 2004
10:07 pm	blah blah blah
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Monday, April 5th, 2004
11:28 am	my party was good. everyone got along. we even got to drink! at the end of the night they put my head into my cake hahaha. yesterday i went with alex michelle rose and mike to see unseen and virus. it was pretty good then we went to marks ate there and left.
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Friday, April 2nd, 2004
9:09 am	study hall nucca Im in study hall as usual. My birthday was on wednesday, it was ok i guess. Like every year i did cry but i guess i had a pretty good reason. I went out to eat with angxkillyou, amiraxegypt, and ..dan. After we ate we went to my house and watched <3 a nightmare on elm street <3. Dan broke my nose then everyone went home haha. Yesterday i had work my boss flipped at me then said she was sorry. Today is my party yayy . ok im gona go now help my friend look for easter eggs in the school (its a senior thing) Current Mood: hopeful
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
7:36 pm	arg People really fucking piss me off. Im not going to say who this is about, but its about someone who is a people pleaser. He/She takes a bit of everyones personality who he/she hangs out with order for them to "love him/her". He/she is loyal to someone for one second than goes behind their back and talk to a two stupid bitches who just so happened to have talked about me..i mean you hahah...and now hes/shes "LIKE OMG BBFL!!!LMAO"'s with them. I cant take people like him/her. Not only is his/her personality like that but also his/her clothes. If he/she sees a person wearing a hat and he/she wants to be friends with the person. He/She will buy, or steal that at rather. im not sure if anyone understood that but me...haha anyway tomorrow my birthday...give me punches <3 Current Mood: frustrated
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Monday, March 29th, 2004
8:53 am	last nigt was iight michelle came to my house followed by dan. soon after we picked up angxkillyou<3 then we went to tower records to get a cd. i got gg allin = ). then we went to angs for a bit. michelle dropped dan and i at my house. i cut and styled his hair then we went into my room and got it on. then my dad kicked him out cause he knew we did it
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Sunday, March 28th, 2004
2:19 pm	friday was alright i went to dans house until 10 30 and left early so i can get some sleep for work. work sucked i was so tired and shit. after that i met up with angxkillyou amira and dan at the diner we got some food. we went back to saussy's house and i fell asleep and woke up there at 2ish. after that i slept at anges. now im home for the day cause im tired
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